I felt bad on how our talk went through yesterday. I wanna say sorry and talk to you about it, but I decided not to instead that’s why I’m just writing all of these here. I guess it’s better to just forget everything I have said and start over again. Yesterday and those other days I melted down weren’t on my list of proudest moments. I don’t know how it’ll affect us - our friendship, but I hope, I really hope that we can go back to they way we were before. Our friendship means a lot to me.